Believing in Love

She once whole heartedly believed in love

Now not so much

Love is something for fairy tales

It’s possible that love exists

She just hasn’t seen it in her life

Yes, her parents are in love

So is the rest of her family

She has yet to believe that love really can exist

She wonders if she will ever find love

Or if someone could ever love her

Awkwardness

I wish I didn’t feel like I have to hide
I wish it was so easy to tell you my feelings
Instead you find out from my friends
Now things seem awkward
To the point that it’s unbearable
A song came on and I thought of you
I barely know you but you crossed my mind
I haven’t smiled or laughed that much in a long time
Maybe it’s because I have been hiding
But I’m still hiding my feelings from you
I was going to tell you several times
But then couldn’t find the right words
Awkwardness still stands between us
Not going away anytime soon
Now I’ve lost the chance to tell you
But I’m okay with that
If it’s going to work or supposed to work
Then God will find a way
Awkwardness though still stands between us

 

Waiting

She stops and wonders what might happen

She hasn't felt this way in quite a long time

The void like something is missing is slowly going away

It really wasn't by choice either.

  

She isn't going to push it

She just wants to see what happens

She doesn't want people to interfere

She just wants to see what will happen

She isn't putting her heart on the line

She is just simply getting to know him.

But sometimes friends interfere
She will see what happens

Now it's all so awkward
hardly talking barely making eye contact
She doesn't know what to think
But she will wait and see what happens

Only time will tell what will happen
God has his plan for her
She isn't going to rush it
She'll just wait and see